PandaQuacks

I wasn’t sure if I was going to post this but I felt like I had to.

As some of you may or may not know, I have been seriously ill for quite a while.

And yesterday I got some pretty bad news: I have less time than I thought I did to try & get better.

At first I was very calm about it but then late last night I had a complete breakdown.

It basically became a full-blown panic attack & I’ve never dealt well with those when I couldn’t talk to somebody.

I’ve never had one that bad before, and I briefly actually thought about hurting myself.

It ended up with me on twitter asking literally anybody to respond and help.

Luckily both Reili and Jon both tweeted me back and it actually calmed me down enough that I was able to sleep for a bit.

I’m feeling much better now and I am thinking much more clearly.

I am beyond grateful for both Jon & Reili for responding. I love you both so much <3